I Think I Have A Hemorrhoid How Can I Treat What I Think Is A Hemorrhoid?

How can i treat what i think is a hemorrhoid? - i think i have a hemorrhoid

I'm only 16 and I spend embarrassedmy parents, because I do not know and do not want to go the doc a week ago I had blood in my shit, and I was a little worried, but the next day and it was the same hurt, so I was really scared, I thought I could only hope, but that is not lookin for good as I can handle it without medication, and actual things that I can buy because of my age, or if I spend time?